i'm not a child

I don't like when you act like a child and treated me like your child.

BIG SECRET and keep SILENT

have you ever become a very trusted person?
for me, it is a BIG appreciation
but sometimes it become a burden that you should to keep by yourself.
JUST yourself.

and today i got the trust.

i just can keep silent and speechless.

ya ALLAH, how can??

and this secret should I go through every day, starting a few days ahead

W.A.I.T.I.N.G

no one likes waiting.

but i still waiting for you

from this

till this

and don't know how long i'll still waiting

i just can't sleep

new name for my blog

hey....today, i changed my blog name. from groovy coffe with jazzy basketball become much and more.

why? because suddenly I felt I had to do much and more things than others, if I wanted to be unusual person.

maybe it's because few days ago i saw my score and............. soooo...disappointed.

and i want somethig more...more..more...and much!

i don't wanna be the ordinary person, because life is too short to being like that.

good luck for you guys! and goodluck for us..

oh, and please pray for my special for his match like scientific works. goodluck....

you know what i feel right now dear.. :)

and today is fika's b'day! she is my bestfriends in high school. soo...say HAPPY B'DAY to her! miss you girl! enjoy your holiday...

don't know what is on my mind

i can't sleep again.

at this time, when midnight will coming up i just don't know what i wanna do.

actually many things i should do but none of that i'm doing now.

like wasting my time with my self.

no one to share, no one understand

but i really understand why it happened

because as my self, i don't know what i wanna do...

weird right? yes...that's me

and i feel like this only when i feel people around me started to disappear slowly

slow but sure......

and all of my plans got a mess

a very complete pain

but what happens let it happen

just live what happens and see the result

don't forget to pray and let GOD lead

long lasting WISHES

it had been a long time i'm not write and post something on my blog.

missing sometimes.

wanna shared anything and everything.

maybe it's because i had a place where i can share anything now.

thank you for someone who really special for me.

i don't know, maybe this is what is called I'M IN LOVE!

ohooooho....feel like you get your real partner. have you?

in a short time, with a fast moment, you just feel "click".

he can be my bestfriend, my partner, my brother, my father, and my guardian.

he can break my view and my laziness to go through a relationship

needed 3 years to destroy that view, after i failed in a relationship

he gives me a comfortness.

not just for fun but for my work, my future, our dreams, and many other things :)

i love the moment when we talk about our target and our dreams

we complement each other how to make it happen

i like how he treat me.

i can live without him, but i don't want

i hope it is not just for a while.

i hope my dreams, your dreams, and our dreams will come true.

amiiiiin.....

thank you for coming into my life

and i hope you don't go.

welcome to the world beautiful baby :)

congrats for your new baby mba diah...

congrats for become "bunda"

she is so beautiful

so cuuuuteeee....

congrats for mas darus..

you've become a father now

this is the baby, her name is

Rafania Mahira Efendi

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa........

so...quiet sleep

and they are her parents

mba diah and mas darus

and of course for aunty sri and uncle yono,

congrats for being grandma and grandpa..

have a wonderful life for you all :)

have a good family

i'm wishing for the happiness

congraaaaaaats...

sorry if my posting was late

he7.... :p