missing something

i miss the moment when i felt "i don't wanna write something on the blog because i have a place to tell and saying anything" . i don't know, maybe i miss your careness, your excitement when you tell your stories or your problems, when you really care about my activities . and i need someone who really care about what happened to me now. help me at least i can't feel ALONE to deal with my affairs. i don't need for techincally, i just need a support for my soul and my heart