it's better I go

if I always make you angry, sad, and never make you happy, whether it's better I go?

you always said I never make you proud. I often make you cry. I always try to make you proud, do my best, try...try...and try...till i feel so tired of all that. did you see my effort, even a bit?? i guess not. Maybe you think I rarely cried , look like I'm strong. but I think I'm not! I belyfull to act like that! i just can hide now.

I always feel jealous when I saw my friend has a mother who could be invited to talk about anything. they can share and crying to his mother if they had a problem. and...I really tired of being here.

i don't have any place to share about what i feel now, so i just can share in here. sorry for you if you read this post, i don't have any intention. i just wanna write and sheds what i feel.

flashback with elementary friends! :D

this ramadhan, full of reunion. on of the reunion that made me yippiy yippiy lalala (read : REALLY HAPPY :D) is with my elementary school friends! ohhh....it had been long time ago i never see them. it's like flashback to the full of happiness times!

flashback when we were in elementary

in front of SD Muhammadiyah 5

with our teacher. Mr. Asep and Mr. Edi

we converged in strawberry cafe at Gandaria. after that we went to school and meet our teachers, Mr. Asep and Mr. Edi. waaaw....Mr. Edi looked like older but Mr. Asep still like when I saw him in elementary. nothings changing with him. and finally, we spent our time in SD Muhammadiyah 5.

that was FUN guys... i'll be waiting for our next togetherness.

newbie percussion

down-left-right (kak dara, eri, willy, ci rosi, ME, indra,)

break for a minute :D

i really feel honored when my campus friends invited me to joined with their acoustic band.
huaaaaaaah.... but none music instrumens i can play well. hahaa... and i confused when my friend invited me to join. obvious, she wanted me to playing mini percussion. like "kecrekan" but shaped like an egg and the other one had a handle. whatever the name is...hahaha
i think it would be easy things. but when i tried it, oh no! it's hard for me!
i should to constant and keep the rhythms. it's like playing drum, i guess. hmmm...but since i have been practice with them, it's getting better.
and i would like to thank you to my friends kak dara because she has invited me to join and gave me a chance.
for indra, ci rosi, eri, and willy thank you... because they have been teached me and really patient.
for willy, you're really genius musician. i love your arrangement, michael jackson medley!
hoho...sorry and thank you friends... i'll do my best for 12 sept 2009.
good luck for us.

GO ITcoustic! :p

nostalgic night

2 nights ago, i meet my senior high school friends.
ooh...it's fun!
like a long time ago we never meet again.
full of laughing, take a crazy, nice, funniest picture, and much more.
but the special moments for me are when we're going to someplace and shared many things happened with our life.
shared serious stories but still laugh and smile.
from sinetron to bollywood. hahha
yes....this life, full of problems.

but, the diffenreces are how we resolve the problems.
the way we look that problems.

we just can shared, but at the end the executor is just your self.
the other? only help and gives support.
and this is what is called an invisible force


my ladies

that night would be complete if DAUD with us...
i miss him...we miss him :D

take care all

wake up call for interview

at 9.00 am i heard a song beside me.
with semiconscious i saw that was my phone.
from unknown number.
when I receive, the call is from someone who told me to come interview at her office
i'll do my interview . but the damn thing is, when i close the call, i forget the name of the company!
stupid! i just write the address.
ok, it's time to really up!
find the address using the power of google. haha
and when i find it, i feel suspiciously.
no one describe the company.
till i read some website, i find the name of the company.
but they haven't website. more suspicious.
i read more post from other.
some people said that the company is not outsourcing company.
they share their bad experience with this company.
and now i am confused.
should i to come tomorrow?

give me a narcoleptic !

time has shown at 1 am.
but i'm not feel sleepy, even a bit.
i just wanna take a rest and do nothing.
i've been trying to ignore what i am thinking. but i can't!
sometimes i feel envious of those who experience an amnesia
they can forget their problem. hahahaaa....stupid thinking!

huaaaaaaaah....could you give me some a narcoleptic pill? so i can sleep tightly and have really nice dream! hwohohohoo.... i'm just kidding! :p

Sad Songs by Melanie Fiona

i'm falling in love with this song!
in the "Sad songs", Melanie Fiona singing with groovy style and make this song not like a sad song. "Sad songs" not like another sad songs with slow rhytms, full of mellow melody, and off course it doesn't sounds like sloppy song. hahaa...
good lyrics for peoples who are discourage and disillusioned with their love. hahahaa....zlep!

my love...where did we go wrong
i wonder whos in your arms especially because you did me wrong
you know sad songs are the best songs
you don't have to wonder how it's gonna end

"HELLO" word

HELLO......the first word I wanna say to you. If you think this is my first post, you wrong guys!
hoho....I already have a blog in the past actually, but it's very long..long..long..time I never update and I really..really forget where the blog is . hmmm...forget it!

Today, i don't know why, i feel nostalgic to write a blog. so I create new blog and suddenly my brain so blank! i don't know what i wanna write and i wanna share. hahaha...
but, i think this script is enough for my first post. hoho i hope. And give your invocation for me so that I don't forget my blog again. Oh i forgot one more! if you find mistakes in my English, give me your critcs and suggestions. It will be very helpful to improve my language :D .