long lasting WISHES

it had been a long time i'm not write and post something on my blog.

missing sometimes.

wanna shared anything and everything.

maybe it's because i had a place where i can share anything now.

thank you for someone who really special for me.

i don't know, maybe this is what is called I'M IN LOVE!

ohooooho....feel like you get your real partner. have you?

in a short time, with a fast moment, you just feel "click".

he can be my bestfriend, my partner, my brother, my father, and my guardian.

he can break my view and my laziness to go through a relationship

needed 3 years to destroy that view, after i failed in a relationship

he gives me a comfortness.

not just for fun but for my work, my future, our dreams, and many other things :)

i love the moment when we talk about our target and our dreams

we complement each other how to make it happen

i like how he treat me.

i can live without him, but i don't want

i hope it is not just for a while.

i hope my dreams, your dreams, and our dreams will come true.

amiiiiin.....

thank you for coming into my life

and i hope you don't go.

welcome to the world beautiful baby :)

congrats for your new baby mba diah...

congrats for become "bunda"

she is so beautiful

so cuuuuteeee....

congrats for mas darus..

you've become a father now

this is the baby, her name is

Rafania Mahira Efendi

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa........

so...quiet sleep

and they are her parents

mba diah and mas darus

and of course for aunty sri and uncle yono,

congrats for being grandma and grandpa..

have a wonderful life for you all :)

have a good family

i'm wishing for the happiness

congraaaaaaats...

sorry if my posting was late

he7.... :p

DAMN!! i'm too in love!

have you ever felt like you are too in love with something?

you have a plan to leave it and make a new plan for your life

but at the end you still miss that things.

you still thinking about this, really makes you in moody blues if you are not with that.

and i feel it for basketball

playing this game makes me happy

i feel like i have a friend that makes me feel better from all

of my problem.

this game gives me some freshness and blow up my mood

although I can not play as good as 3 or 4 years ago,

where I can be a hero or at least, a mainstay player

where I almost became a PORDA Jakarta Pusat player,

I also had forgotten why I did not play there. I think, it

just because of miscommunication training schedule. haha

foolishly, I let a golden opportunity

but besides of all that, i still wanna play this game.

no matter what, no matter who i am now

no matter how to play with feels like lost my dribble,

shoot, layup, and my running speed.

i just wanna play this game

i don't know how long it will be like this

but now, i still wanna play this game.

this is my binus team basketball

he is our lovely coach

just remember coach,

you're the best coach and we always loves you

painting our canvas life

everyone has their own canvas but we need paints from the others to fill and make it wonderful.

the question is:

who wants to fill our canvas with sincerity?

provide a cheerful paint color to make the dark parts become more valuable

it will be like this

or just become this?

my daily playlist

my playlist name is songs for the soul.

listen and feel it.

i create it on yourdailyplaylist.com from pramborsfm

hope you enjoy it :)

silent reverie

Let me be empty

And weightless and maybe

I'll find some peace tonight

emptiness and loneliness

have you ever felt like your life is full of emptiness?

you do not know what your aim

many people around but you feel alone

no one could heard your problems

nor a hug that can make you feel better

you feel like you don't know who you are

lost in a place so down deep

a place where you feel crumpled and very difficult to get out

you do not know how long it will ends

too many things happened and it all just makes you worse off

have you??

i'm feeling it now

everything I know is wrong,

everything I do it just comes undone

and everything is torn apart.

that's the hardest part