painting our canvas life

everyone has their own canvas but we need paints from the others to fill and make it wonderful.

the question is:

who wants to fill our canvas with sincerity?

provide a cheerful paint color to make the dark parts become more valuable

it will be like this

or just become this?

my daily playlist

my playlist name is songs for the soul.

listen and feel it.

i create it on yourdailyplaylist.com from pramborsfm

hope you enjoy it :)

silent reverie

Let me be empty

And weightless and maybe

I'll find some peace tonight

emptiness and loneliness

have you ever felt like your life is full of emptiness?

you do not know what your aim

many people around but you feel alone

no one could heard your problems

nor a hug that can make you feel better

you feel like you don't know who you are

lost in a place so down deep

a place where you feel crumpled and very difficult to get out

you do not know how long it will ends

too many things happened and it all just makes you worse off

have you??

i'm feeling it now

everything I know is wrong,

everything I do it just comes undone

and everything is torn apart.

that's the hardest part

it's better I go

if I always make you angry, sad, and never make you happy, whether it's better I go?

you always said I never make you proud. I often make you cry. I always try to make you proud, do my best, try...try...and try...till i feel so tired of all that. did you see my effort, even a bit?? i guess not. Maybe you think I rarely cried , look like I'm strong. but I think I'm not! I belyfull to act like that! i just can hide now.

I always feel jealous when I saw my friend has a mother who could be invited to talk about anything. they can share and crying to his mother if they had a problem. and...I really tired of being here.

i don't have any place to share about what i feel now, so i just can share in here. sorry for you if you read this post, i don't have any intention. i just wanna write and sheds what i feel.

flashback with elementary friends! :D

this ramadhan, full of reunion. on of the reunion that made me yippiy yippiy lalala (read : REALLY HAPPY :D) is with my elementary school friends! ohhh....it had been long time ago i never see them. it's like flashback to the full of happiness times!

flashback when we were in elementary

in front of SD Muhammadiyah 5

with our teacher. Mr. Asep and Mr. Edi

we converged in strawberry cafe at Gandaria. after that we went to school and meet our teachers, Mr. Asep and Mr. Edi. waaaw....Mr. Edi looked like older but Mr. Asep still like when I saw him in elementary. nothings changing with him. and finally, we spent our time in SD Muhammadiyah 5.

that was FUN guys... i'll be waiting for our next togetherness.

newbie percussion

down-left-right (kak dara, eri, willy, ci rosi, ME, indra,)

break for a minute :D

i really feel honored when my campus friends invited me to joined with their acoustic band.
huaaaaaaah.... but none music instrumens i can play well. hahaa... and i confused when my friend invited me to join. obvious, she wanted me to playing mini percussion. like "kecrekan" but shaped like an egg and the other one had a handle. whatever the name is...hahaha
i think it would be easy things. but when i tried it, oh no! it's hard for me!
i should to constant and keep the rhythms. it's like playing drum, i guess. hmmm...but since i have been practice with them, it's getting better.
and i would like to thank you to my friends kak dara because she has invited me to join and gave me a chance.
for indra, ci rosi, eri, and willy thank you... because they have been teached me and really patient.
for willy, you're really genius musician. i love your arrangement, michael jackson medley!
hoho...sorry and thank you friends... i'll do my best for 12 sept 2009.
good luck for us.

GO ITcoustic! :p