missing something

i miss the moment when i felt "i don't wanna write something on the blog because i have a place to tell and saying anything" . i don't know, maybe i miss your careness, your excitement when you tell your stories or your problems, when you really care about my activities . and i need someone who really care about what happened to me now. help me at least i can't feel ALONE to deal with my affairs. i don't need for techincally, i just need a support for my soul and my heart

different

why do I feel you don't like that I knew. or is actually yourself? or the feeling had been changed. and how should i do?

i'm not a child

I don't like when you act like a child and treated me like your child.

BIG SECRET and keep SILENT

have you ever become a very trusted person?
for me, it is a BIG appreciation
but sometimes it become a burden that you should to keep by yourself.
JUST yourself.

and today i got the trust.

i just can keep silent and speechless.

ya ALLAH, how can??

and this secret should I go through every day, starting a few days ahead

W.A.I.T.I.N.G

no one likes waiting.

but i still waiting for you

from this

till this

and don't know how long i'll still waiting

i just can't sleep

new name for my blog

hey....today, i changed my blog name. from groovy coffe with jazzy basketball become much and more.

why? because suddenly I felt I had to do much and more things than others, if I wanted to be unusual person.

maybe it's because few days ago i saw my score and............. soooo...disappointed.

and i want somethig more...more..more...and much!

i don't wanna be the ordinary person, because life is too short to being like that.

good luck for you guys! and goodluck for us..

oh, and please pray for my special for his match like scientific works. goodluck....

you know what i feel right now dear.. :)

and today is fika's b'day! she is my bestfriends in high school. soo...say HAPPY B'DAY to her! miss you girl! enjoy your holiday...

don't know what is on my mind

i can't sleep again.

at this time, when midnight will coming up i just don't know what i wanna do.

actually many things i should do but none of that i'm doing now.

like wasting my time with my self.

no one to share, no one understand

but i really understand why it happened

because as my self, i don't know what i wanna do...

weird right? yes...that's me

and i feel like this only when i feel people around me started to disappear slowly

slow but sure......

and all of my plans got a mess

a very complete pain

but what happens let it happen

just live what happens and see the result

don't forget to pray and let GOD lead